Heads Will Roll
Jan. 23rd, 2010 | 01:17 am
Current Mood: 
energetic
Current Music: One Minute To Midnight - Justice
GOOD MORNING STARSHINE, THE EARTH SAYS HELLO
it is currently 12:59am but in my new nocturnal lyfe, this is PRIMETIME BABEH. speaking of life, it has been pretty damn fine if i may say so teehee. i have been coastin' and livin' da high life: getting up past lunchtime, meeting up with people, cutting pasting drawing making up a storm and stuffing my face. i also can stake claim to having attended the yeah yeah yeahs live <-- best gig EVA. there are times (and people) that come along and make things sour but i've become very good at blocking out em' nasties. AIN'T NOBODY GONNA SALT MA GAME.
and also, highlight of my entire 18 years of existence (i don't care if you think i'm pathetic because of it): I'M GOING TO BECOME A STARBUCKS BARISTAAAAAAAAA BOOFLIPPIN'YEAH
anyway, i have decided that because i have been so happy of late, change is in order.
1800-RUNAWAY.tumblr.com
am going to move to tumblr for a bit because:
it is currently 12:59am but in my new nocturnal lyfe, this is PRIMETIME BABEH. speaking of life, it has been pretty damn fine if i may say so teehee. i have been coastin' and livin' da high life: getting up past lunchtime, meeting up with people, cutting pasting drawing making up a storm and stuffing my face. i also can stake claim to having attended the yeah yeah yeahs live <-- best gig EVA. there are times (and people) that come along and make things sour but i've become very good at blocking out em' nasties. AIN'T NOBODY GONNA SALT MA GAME.
and also, highlight of my entire 18 years of existence (i don't care if you think i'm pathetic because of it): I'M GOING TO BECOME A STARBUCKS BARISTAAAAAAAAA BOOFLIPPIN'YEAH
anyway, i have decided that because i have been so happy of late, change is in order.
1800-RUNAWAY.tumblr.com
am going to move to tumblr for a bit because:
a. i already spam tumbl anyway (i have 1763 posts since jan2009)
b. no more tumblarity so i can post whatever the shit i feel like
c. i have enough followers to post whatever the shit i feel like hehe
d. livejournal is boring
i vill return eventually but for now: OK BAI, C U THERE BBY CAKEZ
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Jan. 15th, 2010 | 01:49 am
Current Mood: 
chipper
Current Music: Hercules Theme - Hercules and Love Affair
went to jb today with shawn, eugene, bee and edwin for ramly! hehe. then we came back and met up with everybody for dinner. it's so strange not seeing everyone everyday and seeing people in normal clothes! i think i took it all for granted. i realised today how much i love spending time with these people. haha we are all so different, each with our own quirks and eccentricities, but somehow the friendship comes easy. no pretense, no expectations, no pressure. we talk about everything and nothing. makes me happy! not significant, jubilant kind of happy, but soft, warm, tug-at-the-corner-of-your-smile happy. which if you ask me, is the best kind of happy to be :]
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In Your Face, Universe
Jan. 10th, 2010 | 06:54 pm
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Fa Fa Fa (Feat Steve Bays w/Datarock) - Steve Aoki
it is the 10th day of 2010 and i still cannot believe i am on this side of the line. a year ago, this day seemed a million galaxies removed. i don't think i believed i would make it actually. hahahaha what can i say about 2009 except that it was for the most part, One Giant Bonanza of Suck. so many things i will not miss. things that i will hide away along with the ugly person that i became this year. i will carefully take the bitterness and resentment and misery from the happy, blueberry waffles and maple syrup parts of 2009, put them in ziplock bags (the sturdy, reliable kinds) and bury these body bags in the far forgotten corners of my mind. i will only keep the nice things and the lessons that i have been sucker-punched into learning from the nasty things.
all that i want to remember from 2009 are things like coursework late into the night with the best kind of people, oasis studying, vietnam trip, cathay/raffles city studying, too much chicken rice for our own good, whitby & dio :D, late lunches with laura after econs on humid afternoons, team sleepovers, the awesome birthday surprise avril tz and sam gave me, ip photo day, team trip to genting, prom, awesome new friends that i made along the way and many more little things that made the year just barely if-you-reach-for-it bearable.
2010 is foreign and strange, the future is a blank white canvas. i feel like i have been waiting forever for all this possibility. i have time, i have youth, i will make this work for me. reset the clocks, 2009 is OVAAAA
all that i want to remember from 2009 are things like coursework late into the night with the best kind of people, oasis studying, vietnam trip, cathay/raffles city studying, too much chicken rice for our own good, whitby & dio :D, late lunches with laura after econs on humid afternoons, team sleepovers, the awesome birthday surprise avril tz and sam gave me, ip photo day, team trip to genting, prom, awesome new friends that i made along the way and many more little things that made the year just barely if-you-reach-for-it bearable.
2010 is foreign and strange, the future is a blank white canvas. i feel like i have been waiting forever for all this possibility. i have time, i have youth, i will make this work for me. reset the clocks, 2009 is OVAAAA
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Soft Shock
Dec. 29th, 2009 | 12:10 am
Current Music: The Cynic - Kashmir feat. David Bowie
i wish i could help you. reach out, take your hand, make you feel better. but your sadness has melted into an angry black viscous fluid and it scares me because i cannot begin to make even the slightest ripples on the surface. i can only stand and watch you implode. that makes me sad, in turn, because all you have to do is let me in.
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i have come to the conclusion that the end of a year, any year, is a bad, bad time because it is both startling and alarming to how many people the above can apply to at this one single point in time.
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i have come to the conclusion that the end of a year, any year, is a bad, bad time because it is both startling and alarming to how many people the above can apply to at this one single point in time.
